pexels-photo-52609-largeTwo hearts too afraid to open up,
have been seduced by comfort
and the idea that passion grows from time
when it is a fundamental truth that
stillness only makes us cold.

Of atoms and energy, we must make fire
as we fall apart into each other,
and as sweat and tears melt us into one.
Why else would water pour out of us so freely,
if not to quench our lover’s thirst?


Going home


These heartstrings between us are fraying in the breeze
pulled tight against the distance when I left you here to leave
And now I’m too far gone to turn around here in the light
I’m going home,
going home

I guess It’s not for nothing that I hear you in the dark
your voice is on the wind, whispers calling to my heart,
though once I danced to songs of raging rivers in your eyes,
now I’m going home,
going home

You can try to bridge the distance but we cannot get off,
walk over troubled water but the river does not stop
and the crashing of the waves sounds like better company
so I’m going home,
going home

Love makes fools of men
until it comes around again

Once you were the anchor I held on tightly through the storm
but now the rain’s stopped falling and the seas are calm
The depths are far away and the sky burns endlessly
I’m going home
going home

Don’t cry for me I’m going home

In want of.


I want to love someone.
I want to want to spend all of my time with them,
obsessed with the sway of their walk, and the
stillness of their pauses. I want to be
consumed by the shadows on their skin
so much so, that even when they’re gone
their image burns through the lens of my
inner eye–a cavern so deep, if I had all of eternity
I would never be able to touch the depths of such a soul.

Silence victorious


It was the moment I gave up,
When so many years of caring too much
collided with the end of a road,
One they had told me was full
of endless possibilities if I gave
enough of my heart to it

I held my chest open,
sometimes with chains and crowbars,
The force of collapse at times
seeming too much to bear,
and on days when it weakened under
the pressure of it all, I used my own hands
to pump life back into itself.

But I bled more than it could bleed.
and the road is gone now
it is barely a dirt path here
at the end of it all.

Rising sea


As an homage to the tide, I tear myself apart,

let my skin split into rivulets the same way she

fractures the moon over her body.

I have not the tears to pour onto the sand

the ways she courses relentlessly over the shore,

but I have enough to drown in while

my cries build into her own.

Mens rea


Failure remains sin:
It is intent that incriminates,
which shackles us in irons.

Was it not the Pharaohs who taught us?
Those specters who upon death
will weigh our hearts to a feather?

Not our minds, no,
nor our skins which obey.

Reluctance will not lead to salvation
when our most secret desires
build walls of consumption.

It is this that beats me through the chest
prac-tice       is not      per-fec-tion

But still, I am restrained.



The waves, the waves, falling onto the sand
their curtains lapping against my skin

The clouds roll in from the horizon, and with them
a thunderous applause



I dream of budding roses outside my window
and the sunsets that paint their petals pink
Here I sleep, and a quiet voice sings to me
a love song my heart cannot beat to alone

Lust in orbit, we drift to a dance, not our own,
and when the morning flush wakes me from myself,
all at once the sky becomes blue again.



Once an angel
then a monster
now a queen

Once beloved in
the valley of creation
then cast back–unmade
into the void.

Famine, fallow,
ashes to dust,
Paradise fell.

From its ruin
she found eternity.

Comforts of you


When the cold river bed runs still
that is when I will return to the channel,
still waters open against the slope.
I will dive down into the crystal tide
and comfort the lonely sighs of swells and secrets.

Cyprus, that is their name.
Those faithful guardians who build their fortress into the bank,
roots twisting beside fragile limbs of silt and sand.

They bow a courtesy to the wandering stream
and we close our eyes and lower our voices,
martyrs alive to witness the coming storm.

On my sleeve


My first taste of love was in knowing
that it would always be buried far too deep
Sought, but sewn tightly
to the hem of my sleeve
crowded by the heart I so often wear

Ever red


My fists rage against the glass,
beating into reflections looking on
with vacant stares, unmoving.

I’m screaming when they point at me.
Were I a portrait of some magnitude,
they might show me a tide.

Could I turn this window into a mirror,
they might scream against my cage,
but they are not the kindred I call for.

Weariness walks in my stride,
and their gazes wander again.
Ever searching, for ever red.

Someone comes in,
cleans my fingerprints off the glass,
and vanishes as I begin again.


Twinkle twinkle little star…


Watch them fall into the city
begging to be a part of the night
They reach for soft roses on the skyline,
kiss the twinkling faces of monoliths
stretching into heaven

Beauty and noise–I assign each
color a note better than the twists
and trumpets of industry,
and they build into a symphony
worthy of all sounds.




Carry me over the wind
where the sky reaches into
the Endless, and the call of
the Earth cannot hold me back.
Take me to where Suns cannot burn
and Moons cannot follow
so I can hold you in Stillness–
in the arms of quiet Nothings.
There we will wait together
until the waves of Emptiness
make us Whole again.

The Trinity of Time (first draft)


standing with open arms
on the brink of annihilation
once green like channels etched onto leaves
descending on us when we were least prepared

They saw the sun and wanted to mirror its every step
until autumn sunsets shut their eyes
falling into sleep–unto another winter

Words, whispers, thoughts breaking into dreams

They grow from the soil,
veins of copper which give root to trees
that in turn dip their toes into the rivers
that feed the ocean currents

Words that we learn to steal from our mothers
carve into our skins, then immortalize in our children.
Of POETS and premonitions
we are all blind


each one a solitary pitch, but together a symphony
moving to the beat of a cosmic hopscotch
one, two, one, two, two, one, one.

When I was young, I wove lyrics into their chords,
now, I bind new songs in my wake,
and one day when I am young again
my MUSIC will shake them from forever

It is a path meticulously orchestrated
into a song of infinite choirs
I walk each and every one
through the ages of every present

Sing to me, I say, every dwarf and giant
until music is no more


it did not end in this, for it was always there
Always, it was waiting as a soul waits for conception
and as death waits for company

As the last word is forgotten, as the last note is sung,
as every path, tread and charted, fades from the memory
of what was and would be
The darkness settles
in the midst of the Awakening

TIME AND SPACE laid bare
by the marrow of memories alive in the wake of the End
Eternal of their history, once exhausted they will follow
into a final dance that extends into infinite.

With their final breath, they whisper,

In the beginning…